The Cold Room Revisited
The room is cold, “it’s always cold”
She exclaims as I help her put on her gown.
Then comes the crinkling sound of the paper
as she takes a seat upon the examining table.
The chill of the paper on her bare skin causes
her teeth to chatter, she asks me to hold her,
to keep her warm. We fill the room with idle
chatter while we wait, such as what we will eat for
dinner later? She also asked if I remembered to
pay the gas bill? We even discuss once again
on the topic of baby names. It was our second
child so she got to decide this time. I hear the
rolling of the ultrasound machine approaching
right outside the door. As the door opens
warm greetings are then exchanged.
She giggles as the technician puts the cold
gel on her pregnant belly, “I’m so sorry I
know it’s cold.” The technician replies as I look on.
I look on with eager anticipation, listening…
We continue to listen… several minutes go by.
The technician says nothing! We hear nothing!
After the troubling silence the technician leaves.
A nurse then replaces the technician and says…
“We lost your baby’s heart beat!”
I hold her as she collapses into my arms.
The nurse tries to explain the D & C procedure,
But her crying causes the nurse to stop trying.
We are left alone in the room with tears.
What’s for dinner, the bills, now forgotten.
I am left alone in the room holding her
without a word being spoken.
There is nothing but that chill in the room…
I feel it now,
It is always cold!
E.D. Armstrong
sorry to hear it!
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Thanks Elizabeth for taking the time to read and respond. I have been inspired to share after seeing others share some of their unfortunate realities of life. We help each other in the process of learning to live with the circumstances.
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Thank you.
~Sandra
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